8.30.2011

sally


I love the name Sally.

Ever since I was a little girl I have loved the name and the images that it conjures up when I hear it.

These are some of the “Sally” images and thoughts that I love.











But, my most favorite Sally ever is my dear friend, Sally White.

Sally has become one of my closest friends in OT school and I have no idea what on earth I’d do without her.

She is the essence of grace and is truly one of the most beautiful people I know inside and out.

She has so much wisdom and insight and the way she handles life amazes me.

I am so blessed to have her.

I love my Sally.







8.26.2011

just like a ballerina





why is this afternoon being so nostalgic?

why am I about to throw myself a huge pity party?

why can’t I study for this damn anatomy quiz?

do I really like him?

surely not.

why am I insisting upon drowning my sorrows with music and food?

what sorrows do i even have?

why can’t I deal with things in a healthy manner?

what happened to all those coping skills i learned?

who I am even talking to?

why is today being so weird?

do you think I’ll ever get it?

probably not.

but that’s okay.

because just like a ballerina,

the crowd will catch me.

every.

single.

time.








8.21.2011

moments of truth





while we were setting our yoga mats out and getting ready for our big day with noah maze, a sweet girl that I see on a fairly regular basis came over to me while I was gabbing with a few of my yogi friends….when I paused from the conversation I was having, she looked at me and laughingly said, “Jennifer, every time I see you you’re talking about a different guy. You must have tons of boyfriends.”
I sheepishly grinned and replied, “I have zero boyfriends, but lots of almost lovers. And you?”
She smiled, “oh, I’m married. Have fun while you can!”

“Oh, I am!” I shamelessly said. “I’ve been doing this for years!”J

 (Right, Eric?)
(Right, boo boo!)


There have been several “moments of truth” that I’ve thought about and learned this weekend.

moment of truth #1
i both loathe and love yoga workshops. they take every ounce of energy I can muster up. I swear after each one that I will never do it again, and yet, I’m usually the first to sign up for them.

moment of truth #2
 i rarely am attracted to men that do yoga.

moment of truth #3
i have completely accepted the fact that there are certain yoga poses i'll never be able to do. and i am more than okay with that. 

moment of truth #4
unless you work, go to school at, or frequently visit UMC or take yoga at Butterfly or attend AA meetings, I probably will not see you until December.

moment of truth #5
i would love more than anything to put a sign on the outside of my house that says “do not disturb” and be alone all week.

moment of truth #6
my sweet friend, Tara, called to tell me I’m the busiest person she knows. That’s saying something coming from the busiest person I know;)

moment of truth #7
i have had zero chocolate or processed food in over a week.

moment of truth #8
i realized one day this week that no one calls me by my first name. every single person in my life has their own pet name for me. this is both endearing and odd.

moment of truth #9
i did over 12 hours of yoga this weekend. to say i'm sore and tired is an understatement. 

moment of truth #10
i tear up time i hear Bob Dylan's "Don't think twice, it's all right". 


this has always been one of my favorite little chunks of truth…


8.18.2011

happy happenings


Hi Friends!

I have a few things I wanted to share with you....

The first and most important “happy happening” I have to report is that my baby sister got engaged late Tuesday night.
I still don’t think it’s sunk in quite yet that my sister (baby sister) is going to be a married woman soon-ish. I am very happy for her and her soon husband-to-be. I think they truly do compliment each other and it is true that I have never seen my sister happier.
 congrats to my sweet caroline and darling alex.





They are thinking about a beach wedding sometime in March or April. I’m sure more details will soon follow.

The next happy happening is that Chuck Palahniuk is COMING TO JACKSON, MS!!!!!!!!  I awoke to this information on my facebook newsfeed  and my heart nearly jumped out of my chest. Most of you know how much I love this author. I’ve read nearly everything he’s written. When I read the book Choke, I felt as if he was writing about me. I am SO beyond stoked and I hope you’ll come see him and buy his latest book, Damned. Chuck will be here Oct 20th, 2011 at Hal & Mal’s. 5:30 pm. No tickets are needed. It’s a free event. It just doesn’t get much better than this;) For more info, click here.



The third thing I have to report is the yoga workshop this weekend with the amazing Noah Maze! I had the privilege of attending his last workshop here almost 2 years ago and he is phenomenal! It is truly a blessing to get this kind of expertise this close to home. And the good news is that YOU CAN STILL REGISTER! Please come out and join us this weekend. You will not be disappointed!


Also, my sweet friend, Cassie, is coming up from the New Orleans kulu to stay with me this weekend for Noah! So excited to see her and spend time with my yogi’s.


another happy thing is the weather we experienced earlier this week. my morning jogs have been even more extra delightful.
 (come on Fall!)

And yet another happy thing is that my mom bought me a dresser from Hudson’s (her absolute favorite place to shop). i’ve been using my ironing board (of which I NEVER use) as a dresser the past 4 months. I can’t wait for parents to bring it to me!

This first week of school has been both good and exhausting. I’m in class most days for 6 hours. That’s 6 hours worth of new material my brain has to digest and absorb. I can absolutely assure you it did hardly either of those things this week.  The second day of school I had over 3 hours of reading material to cover. 

When I was re-tested a few years back (IQ and ADHD testing) the therapist told my dad I had one of the worst cases of ADHD she had ever seen. She told him I needed to tape my medicine to my tooth brush so I wouldn’t forget to take it. Sadly, I can’t take the medication anymore because, of course, I abused it;)

So, now my “medication” is my daily routine of running and yoga. and eating pretty decently. I function MUCH better when I do those things. It takes me about 5 extra steps a day to keep in step with the “average” or “normal” person. This used to frustrate me. I’ve gotten sort of used to it now.

What was I talking about??

Anyway…..

OH yeah. happy things.

What are some of yours?



8.14.2011

A vacation is like love......


......anticipated with pleasure, experienced with discomfort, and remembered with nostalgia. ~Author Unknown





Well, my week long break has officially come to a close. 




and what a week it was.



Since this was basically my only school break until December, 

I decided to make the most of it in true Jennifer Nanney fashion. 

 Saturday (August 6th) morning I participated in a yoga mala for non-violence. This is my second year doing it and it's been such an inspirational and emotional journey each time. A yoga mala is 108 sun salutations. All the proceeds go to The Center for Violence Prevention.  If you are unfamiliar with a sun salutation, google it. It took us approximately 2 hours to complete. 




With my hamstrings sore and my heart full of gratitude, I headed on to Meridian to play with my nephew.

This little boy is truly the light of our lives. I don't remember what we ever did without him.







Sunday morning, I woke up at the crack of dawn and rounded up my boys for a little day trip to New Orleans. I never pass up a trip to the big easy. Most of you already know how much I love this city, but in case you don't, check it out here and here


The purpose of the trip was to pick up our buddy, Sean, from the Amtrak and to look at properties. The boys are moving there soon to begin their entrepreneurial adventure. I am beyond elated for them. Mainly because this means that I'll get to visit my favorite city AND my favorite men more often.


Somebody brought it to my attention (actually, several somebodies) that I have the hottest male friends ever. and I have to agree. 


They are gorgeous, fun, and smart (well, for the most part)

Girls, if you are interested, you have to go through my screening first. but don't worry...I don't bite;)



 and no trip is complete without Buddy Boo, of course.











After our whirlwind trip to New Orleans, I made it home in time to catch a few hours sleep before we were up and at 'em heading to the beach.
When I say "we" I mean my mom, brother Clint, and myself. I honestly don't remember the last time just the 3 of us spent any time together. It was so nice. 





Could my mama get any cuter?!?!



It's been 2 years since my last trip to the beach and it was my first trip to the beach sober. and i had the best time.

The first few days I did nothing but eat, sleep, and sun. 

and catch some rays, i did;)














I did absolutely zero exercising or eating right.


I lived off of doughnuts, nutella, chips, cookies, and ice cream the entire trip. which reminds me of this poster..






and of course, no trip to the beach is complete without a trip to the epic



I met up with my girls and we went to town. First to dinner and then to the Flora-Bama to see about a fling (as promised on my facebook page). 


We danced the night away,
 met some guys from Houston Texas,
 attempted to dance with them,
 they were the worst dancers hands down,
 laughed about their dancing, 
kissed them
 (okay, I was the only one who did the kissing and it was only for the camera, but still.....).



















Girls, if you are ever having any insecurity issues, go to the Flora Bama. I was told all night that I was the most gorgeous girl in the place. It was almost flattering.



( side note: and who says you can't have fun sober? I've had more fun since I've been sober than I ever had when I was drinking. I remember how I treat everyone, wake up everyday feeling good, make less stupid mistakes, and am fully in control of my dance moves.) 




Having just finished reading "The Help" we all went to see the movie. It was so good. Just as good as the book, in my opinion. I cried more than I laughed. A lot of it was filmed in my neighborhood (Belhaven) and in my general neck of the woods (Fondren). It was funny to see our yoga studio disguised as a Shell station. 






Isn't my mother gorgeous?! She'll be 61 this September. She's taken great care of herself over the years and clearly, it's paid off. I hope I get her genes;)






Clint and I made the most of our last day at the beach. We caught a few rays (although I was already extremely red), read books, placed sports bets (okay, just him..i'm not that sports savvy), and ate the remanding junk food we had purchased at the beginning of the week. 






I feel most regal when in a towel.....another odd quirk about me you might not have known. 







and now it's back to the real world for me. fall semester starts tomorrow morning. back to my regular routine of school, yoga, grocery shopping, laundry, returning phone-calls, being awesome, community service, and spending time with those i love. 

it's not a bad life at all. 

in fact, inspite the sometimes difficult battles i face and the days when it seems that life has no purpose...I try to remember that it's still MY life. and i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. 

thank you whoever you are, wherever you are,
for taking the time out of your day to read this silly little account of my life.
i never dreamed when my best friend started this blog for me that anyone would read it. 
and i get the sweetest messages from people i know and from complete strangers..
 telling me that they enjoy what i write about...
that i make them laugh...
and that i keep it real.

i was born with a passion for living.
living real and living hard. 

and it's a privilege that i get to do both on a daily basis. 

blessings to you, my friends!
may each day greet you with it's warmth and it's beauty,
 and may you realize everyday how valuable you are
and how much you are loved. 

i remain, 
as always,
yours

jennifer